I hope my few normal readers ignore this post because it's one hundred percent the drama fueled teen in me coming out. It needs somewhere to go.
So basically, here's the problem. I found myself the perfect guy. We've been friends for a few years, but we finally figured out we clicked more than just friends.
He's great, really. Really.
But I suppose I expect alot.
He has his moments where if it were anyone else, I'd tell them to fuck off and I'd not talk with them for a couple weeks. But I just can't do it with this one.
He seems so soft. Like a teddy bear. And he's so sweet, he notices the little things. But I'm also already noticing little problems.
I get that relationships are hard, and it's okay to say so. But I think it went a little far. When talking about a touchy subject, you have to pick your words carefully. It's ok to express out loud, but do it right. It hurts when you dedicate yourself to one person, and they say they "hate it".
"it" could mean so many things. But grammatically, "it" was the relationship.
When something really hurts me, or makes me mad, I get a sharp pain in the palms of my hands and in my face. And I for sure had that right when it came out of his mouth. I know he didn't mean to hurt, but it really did.
I don't want to "cause issues", but I AM a girl, and sometimes guys need a bit of guidance.
I also dislike guys who don't talk about what's going on. There's obviously something different, but I don't know what.
I told him I'll trust him until he gives me reason not to, but it's hard.
So bottom line is, if you've got something good going with a girl, don't tell her you hate it. You may just bring tears to her eyes, because it does indeed hurt.
