Grindslowdancejumpmoshwhaaaa?

13 days until prom. Yes, I'm counting. And I'm such a mix of emotions. It's insane. I'm so excited.

Hair, makeup, nails, dresses, tickets, flowers, parties and ever so much more.

It's all this big rush. i don't think it's the actual event. It's because it'll be the first dance I've ever gone to with a guy that I legitimately love.

Also, making all of these plans are nuts. It's like a mini-wedding.

I've also been thinking, "shit, I'm a terrible dancer."

Of course, I can grind. I mean, I've been riding horses for 9 years, I should be able to at least move my hips.

And slow dancing, well that's easy. it's not like people actually dance. It's just my arms around his neck and his arms around my waist. Swaying back and forth. And if he gets romantic he'll tilt my chin up and kiss me, or kiss my cheek.

Then there's that jumping thing that everyone does to fast paced songs. Which I absolutely abhor. Plus, it'll be quite awkward in my dress.

And moshing. Well, that's just not right.

And there's those awkward songs, to which you cannot dance. And they're so... awkward. For example..
Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown
Marry you - Bruno Mars
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Hold my Hand - Akon and MJ
The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars
Billionaire - Travis McCoy
Forget You - Cee Lo Green

And so many more. Honestly, what are you supposed to do? I'm at an extreme loss.

But more importantly, this will be the first time where I am positive we will have nonstop fun. I'm gonna be pissed when it's over.

062710 <3