Real Men; Part 1

Distance is nothing but a perception of how man views the amount of effort that he may need to get to a desired location. As for my perception. my distance between me and the smoking boy was not that of mileage, but that of heart. He was most attractive on the outside and a 7 moon preview of the inside revealed to be ideal in my mind. as you're aware of things have changed. 

As for distance of mileage, my renewed desire and longing for a most perfect figure of my future is of the definition. while he is many strides to the east, I could feel his touch on my skin, and most of all, his words on my recently heavy heart. 

A true and real man would not hold back from saying what's on his mind but while sacrificing awkward feeling. the mind of most men, especially those of younger years, is corrupt with fantasy; and hormones. 

to make a girl at peace and at comfort is a task that may never be completed in a mans lifetime. always to a female is there a situation stressing her in the back of her head that keeps her from achieving complete satisfaction. The boy whom I refer to has shown me not only satisfaction, but happiness. 

To possess the ability to make a girl comfortable on the topic of sex is not common. But this boy has it. The use of words such as gynecology, period and other sensitive words on a light and caring tongue is a language all it's own. he's mastered it. 

while he is fluent in the language of my happiness, he is also the missing piece to my jigsaw. Not he, nor I, have a reason to compromise or change. Only be ourselves. To be happy as oneself is to find your purpose in life. To be told your place in life is to fall victim to the mold of a different blacksmith. While metaphors are useful, they're also true to the story. 

Endless things could be written about my newfound desire for this figure in my life. don't hesitate to recheck this page for updates on my happiness. until then, I bid adieu to you.