Mixed Signals.

So not only am I running on little sleep; Not only did I have 2 hard tests today; and not only was a blind for over 2 hours; I also was confused out of my brain.

Sometimes mixed signals are a good thing. Sometimes they aren't.

I have a hard time with this whole "love" thing. It isn't that I don't want to give a guy my heart, I just don't want to have to doubt the guy who I want to give it too.

I want to give up on the male species altogether. Anyone else with me?

No but seriously though, I don't understand why people play with emotions. If you love me, you love me. If you don't, then don't tell me you do. Don't tell me one day that I give you butterflies and that you love me, and then not care about me the next.

I'm willing to admit that I fall hard and fast. And unfortunately, I always feel myself hitting things on the way down.

I love him, I really think I do. But I'm not sure how to read him. I guess I'm just paranoid. Maybe. And if he reads this, then he may be mad. But that's okay. Because I say what I need to say here. And if he doesn't like it then he either needs to grow a sack and deal with it, or not read it. (Note: this may not even be a specific person, I may just be ranting about the male species in general.)

But really, if you don't like her, tell her. Because the worst thing you can do is lead her on.