Day 1.

Today, at about 1am, I sent my last message for awhile. Sure I was going to be missing out. But it's not too bad yet. It's weird not having the freedom to ask questions or express emotions. But it's okay. I just think about the stories that I'll hear in no time at all. It isn't really hurting. In fact it may be a good test of this recent fad of mine. Not much else to say as of now.

Later I am most likely going to the Gorge or maybe down to the creek to take some pictures. Really in that kind of mood lately.

Also, I feel kind of useless. The girl who used to be my best friend in the world is growing apart from me. I understand if she has other friends, but she's changing. And not for the better. You can not give a flying fuck about the world but still be a well rounded person. For the most part, I don't give a second thought about what people say. Because I don't care. But I'm still happy. No I don't have hundreds of close friends, but I have a good circle of real friends. I'm not conformist, but I can be my own person without rebelling just for the hell of it. I can also be a strong person while still maintaining what I believe. I don't expect everyone to be like me.

"Nature never deceives us; it is we who deceive ourselves."
A quote by Jean Jacques Rousseau, who believed that society was the corruption of all human beings, and that in nature we could grow as stronger people. I believe the world could be a better place if people could follow the paths that they wanted to create, instead of carelessly swerving down the paths that others create for them.