My purpose for writing this is for my knowledge only. You can ask, but I might not tell you. I think it's pretty kick-ass.
I’m layin here choked up
and all confused
my emotions are swirlin
my heart’s abused
I know exactly why
I’m feelin this way
Because of you
And the things you say
You’ve got my heart
With no right
But I can’t take it back
No matter how hard I fight
It’s like I change
Change when I think
Think about what I want us to be
The pieces don’t even fit though
Not with the way you treat me
Maybe I’m not pretty enough
Or maybe I just care too much
Its never been like this before
Fallen for you more and more
You call me pathetic
A loser, alone
But it doesn’t seem to phase me
when your words should cut to the bone
I can write and say what I want
But you still wouldn’t care
About the feelings I wish we shared.
I’m not tryin to make you flattered
I’m not some kinda fool
I just wish you wouldn’t leave me here shattered
The act, just feels so cruel
I guess I’ll leave you be now
If that’s really what you want
So you won’t anymore be bothered
With the feelings I proudly flaunt
I’ll force my heart away from you
As hard as it'll be
Because apparently you don’t deserve
A girl as loving as me
I only seek your approval
Because I’m so often denied
And hopefully the way I love you
Will stay with me inside
Unless you really want it
Nah, I don’t think you do
And things like this
Well, you probably hate them to
Just so you know
I love you so fucking much
When you decide you want me
Try to get in touch
And maybe that spark
Will grow into a burning flame
And everything I’ve put into you
Will not have been in shame.
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